I’d just like to say that being a widow fucking sucks, so appreciate every little annoying quirk and thing that your spouse does to drive you crazy and love them anyway and love them good!
Out of nowhere came this urgent need to reconnect with him. It had been several years but took only minutes before his voice was in my ear and he was damning me for reaching out again. I’d found him in limbo, which wasn’t actually surprising, he’d already done his stint in India, studying with theContinue reading “Divine Intervention”
The minutes just keep passing White on my wrist red on the clock Menacing with a secondhand That hangs on the wall While the reel of visions Unravel in my mind The harder I try to stop The faster they come Searching and found Unmoving on the ground Lifeless and stiff Gun by his hand Continue reading “Living Death “
Have a holiday party to attend tonight and absolutely do not want to go. This year feels harder. Last we were still spiraling in a whirlwind of chaos, but this year all is calm and there’s way too much time to think. I just don’t want to paint on a happy face and pretend toContinue reading “Ho Ho Hum”